FairyHeart – A Music Project by Sabine Meusel

Lyrics

Fly with the fairies

Fly with the fairies, paint the wind
Pick up some flowers, run and spin
Whisper your poem, heart of gold
Wish I could see you getting old

Ride on a horseback, fight the rain
Let every forest call your name
Jump off the mountain, spread your wings
And play like the fire and hear me sing

In every rose – I will find you
Let all the stars remind you how to fight the rain
And every moment lasts forever if we keep it as a treasure 
You will fight the rain

One day we will be together
Dream again and fly forever
We will fight the rain… fight the rain

Fly with the fairies, paint the wind
Pick up some flowers, run and spin
Whisper your poem, heart of gold
Wish I could see you getting old

I won´t give in

Tell me father: what is wrong with me
I am a little to crazy a little to old and weak
Life is faster than my heavy soul but 
But I can wait for it as long as I hope for more

And when I think about it… I was made for losing
But I won’t give up. No, I won’t give in
We are full of hope so still I’m choosing
that I won’t give up, that I won’t give in

Just as long I can

I get nervous when they look at me
I don’t know what they think
I’m some kind of phantasy
I’ll become ghost maybe a little bit later but that’s what I fear the most
I’m dreaming of my silent cost

When I think about it…
I hold the wind, it’s on my palm
I hope that it will stay
But then it goes my dreams are blown away

Still I can see them far away – a touch of happiness
Like a lighthouse that plays music for my heart

Moving to the shadows of the ice
Only fooling – many secret lies
Hear me, see me as the fool I am
Don’t leave I need you to hold my hand

Tell me father: what is wrong with me
I am a little too crazy, a little like memories
Life’s still faster than my heavy soul
But I can wait for it as long as I hope for more

When I think about it I was made for losing

Mirror, Mirror

Once again I´m looking in the mirror – once again I´m frightened
Who is this? A pretty ugly thing- I am not delighted
I refuse another sugar plum cake – pillow on my belly
Once again I feel a bit ashamed – don´t know why – You tell me

Mirror, mirror, I am getting weirder once again I´m floating
Hiding, hiding – better than a lie
I don´t want to show you
Life is beautiful for some fairies 
I want to be their friend – chocolate cake and cherries

Once again I want to be more fragile – once again I´m silly
Who am I and where do I belong? Daisies can´t be lilies 
I would love to wear the pretty dresses – like the other fairies
Who is laughing? No-one ever did – Still I never wear these

Mirror, mirror, I am getting weirder once again I´m floating
Hiding, hiding – better than a lie
I don´t want to show you
Life is beautiful for some fairies 
I want to be their friend – chocolate cake and cherries

I want to run in the rain and across strawberry fields
Let me find… I don´t know maybe a secret ray of light
I want to spin when it rains until I stumble one more time
Soaking wet I lay down – I want to feel my holy ground

As darkness falls I´m getting cold – Can´t spread my wings – it´s not my fault
So heavy… heavy – May it be a temporary thing
Forever hallowed, very mallow are my fairy wings
Touched by the wind – opening 

Mirror, mirror…
I want to run in the rain and across strawberry fields
Mirror, mirror, I am getting weirder once again I´m floating
No more hiding… 

Life is beautiful for us fairies – in the end – chocolate cake and cherries

My dearest dream

A little gust of wind and everything can change
Will you shield your gentle bright flame?
Oh come my dearest dream and calm my soul
Hold on me

Yet we are like roots anchored in the ground
Under the surface we might spread out
Oh come my dearest dream
And calm my soul hold on me

Lonely shadow – secret of the night
Dreams call me – I know – from the other side
Please don’t break me, please don’t take me to another time
Dawn is breaking
I feel fine

Oh come my dearest dream and calm my soul
Hold on me

Still

Still you haunt me in my nightmares
Still I cry for you
Still it´s painful that I hope you will remember, too
I want to tell the world about my pain
But I´m alone with you – Don´t know what it takes

Still I can´t forgive the liar
Still I know the truth
Still you long to be admired
They don´t really do

I want to tell the world about your pain
But I´m alone with you – Don´t know what it takes
Once again you´re passing by
I can´t escape and I don´t know why
I do recall every moment and it aches
And I feel the storm – I don´t want to hate

So I have to choose another way to grow
And it can´t be dark – that is all I know
I do believe in the secret turns of fate
They turn out wise but we have to wait

Still you´re desperately pretending
Still you´re numb and blind
Still you trust your happy ending – I believe in mine
I want to tell the world about the pain

But I´m alone with you – Don´t know what it takes
I don´t know what it takes
I don´t know what it takes

Who will remember me

I´m a mermaid who could walk
One good spell for one good thought
I did leave my home, the sea
For that dream of you and me
Who will remember me when I´ve become a memory?
Who will remember me when all I am will be a dream?
Who will remember me?

I´m gone forever – You don´t know
You´ll never know that I was your saviour
that you let go and it hurts
I turned to foam
But I will remember the gardens 
I could walk and dance for sure
And I know I touched you just somehow
Before I go you should know:
I could have been your mermaid forever
You had my love and it was real
Maybe so much stronger than her love
A different kind…
A melody of the sea
Who will remember me?

For a moment it was real
There was much I could heal
But you left me at the shore
With a broken heart – Forlorn
Who will remember me when I´ve become a memory?
Who will remember me when all I am will be a drean?
Who will remember me?

I´ll wait forever for my soul to find a home
Far across the ocean the tale says it was born to be alone
But you will regret this
And on day you will dream or think of me
Of your little mermaid and how she loved you
And for you she left the sea
I will never look back with my eyes
But my heart will look at you
Let it be a fairytale of sadness
And the dream of me and you above the sea
Who will remember me?

Moonlight Tale

I don´t want to hide from the moon
when I´m about to cry
She puts her light on my tears
It´s kind of comforting
And we start to sing
about the heavy hearts, all the missing parts
When I fall asleep… please watch over me

Fairies can break, too
They hope you don´t know who collects every tear
to let yours disappear
They make a smile out of it for you
Come take it, it´s yours
Everytime you find their wings in your pocket
forget how to fly cause fairies are shy
and they make you try harder
Believe in yourself and smile

And then when the morning comes
I will spread my dust again
I will dance for them and nobody will know
I surrender to the truth
it´s hard to understand
I can´t run and hide
I`m not supposed to cry

I need to share with the moon
the secrets of my soul
In a way I feel safe with that friend of mine
Whisper in the night and now it flies away
One last word will stay
But I fell asleep… please watch over me

Fairies can break, too
They hope you don´t know who collects every tear
to let yours disappear
They make a smile out of it for you
Come take it, it´s yours
Everytime you find their wings in your pocket
forget how to fly cause fairies are shy
and they make you try harder
Believe in yourself and smile